Oh to be sure.

My head and my thoughts are such a detriment, and I cause myself this grief. All I can do is sit here and choke back the words I want to say, while I spit out the words that mean nothing to me. I’m staring into my future hoping to forget my past. I’ll disconnect my heart from my head and try to forget all these memories. It’s all so bitter sweet. There’s things I know and things left unknown. The unknown is what keeps me up at night, I sit here, 3am wondering and thinking. What if when I leave all my worst fears are proven.